I wanna know if you feel the same

But I feel like I can’t say anything about it. Is it worth the risk? Would I even want to keep seeing you after I move away? If you did feel the same, would I even go through with it? Should I just stay on the sidelines like I usually do and be infinitely confined to the friend zone?

I wish you wouldn’t give me mixed signals. I wish this situation was less complicated. I wish I had met you at some other time.